OH greato. my physics really is bad!
hah, got 8/15 for it.
oh and my maths' worse. =( I FAILED E MATH TEST BY 1/2! =( sigh...
what a bad start for the badbad year ahead..
well, i dont know why i didnt cry or something when i received my emath paper back. i probably knew what the outcome was already. hahah, and i still can laugh.
ahhh, what the hell am i doing in a triple science class? WHAT!? i'm probably too stupid to be in that smartsmart class.=(
sigh.. i feel so pressurized, with all the smartsmart people such as, SALLY TAN, JANJIRA SOH JIA YI, around meeeee. weeeee. and i finally realise what my first reallyreally bad mistake is. i shld've gone for double science! i feel so wrong in this class. it seems like i dont belong there..

ok, i feel so emo now. ahh stopstop. i cant stand being emo! must.smile. =D
anw, took bus home with alyssa and hua zheng today! alyssa is seriously funny. HAHA. hua zheng and i were laughing all the way from the time we got up the bus, till the time alyssa got down. hahaha, i dont know why we're laughing like that. but everything alyssa says, we'll laugh! AHHH, like, 'i dont smile when i'm doing a test.' hahah, ok, maybe you dont get that. but still! It's damn funny if you get it. HAHAH! okok, gtg study bio. sigh. i hope i dont flunk my bio! AHHHH, i dont wanna see another subject fall. =( but it probably is luck, if i'm lucky, i'll score high, if i'm not, haha, say byebye. ah, i'm so glad i got all this out of my head! AHHHHH.

aww man, my physics gonna suck. BAD. AHHHHhhhh
my term 1's marks gonna suck too. :( wahhhhhhh

anw, stayed back in school to do cny class deco with sally, jan, likhitha?(sp?dont mind me heeee~), and alyssa today! sigh why always meeeeee. hahah, cos i kaypoh? =D
hahaha. did a mickey mouse head, and the background of the right notice board. only, yeah, ONLY. but we still made an effort to do something!
it's a whole lot better than last year ok, hahaha. what we did for cny last year? some lantern hanging at the side of the room. okok.. i'm not critisizing anything. but i'm glad people stayed back to do the class deco.
physics test was damn easy! BUTbut, i'm so careless lah! I lost 6 marks already! NOOOOoo. =( this test is the time to score well while we still can. but i threw chance away like that! ahhhh. i really think i dont belong to triple science, i shld've gone to double science and take gg core and hist elec or something like that. AHHIIEIEEEEEEE.
oh and i still owe ahsin her birthday present. sigh.
i havent finish my english personal recount yet! NOOOO. and i dont have that stupid microsoft words on my comp! thus, no word count, and so, have to count manually! AHHHRGHRR. dielahdielah. i havent study anything about bio and gg yet! what am i doing here!? temptations. tsktsk. hahaha.

ah ii oo ei oh. or whatever it is. hahah! yay, i'm learning jap from isa! oh man, i like her name! tokunaga. so cool! =)
ok, need go bathe, then go read bio and gg, then make some notes for both of them, then find some cny deco at home to bring to school tmr, then eat dinner, then pack bag, then sleep, then wake up, then brush teeth, then prepare to go school, thenthenthen.. breathe? hahah. ok sayonara~!

watashi wa pan o tabemasu! =)

ME TURN ME TURN! to do quiz! hahah. should be studying now leh. but ahhh, i dont care!


Cinderella
[ ] One of your parents is dead
[ ] You are expected to do a lot of chores
[] You love to dress up
[x] You love animals
[x] You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming (teeheeheee. =D)
[ ] Your mom is really strict
[ ] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
[x] You're afraid to speak your mind sometimes (i dont really think before saying some things.. right?)
[ ] You have left your shoes at a friend's house before
[ ] You have blonde hair
TOTAL: 3

Belle
[X] You've fallen in love with someone your friends didn't like (does anime character count? but just heck it anw. =))
[ ] You've been lost in the forest
[ ] You love to read
[ ] You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind
[X] One of your family members is a bit weird (does my brother count? HAHA)
[x] You have done volunteer work
[x] You have a wild imagination
[x] You love to take care of people in need
[ ] You've had guys like you only because they think you're pretty (argh.. somehow, maybe and maybe not. how i know!?)
[ ] You've rejected at least one person when they've asked you out
TOTAL: 5

Jasmine

[x] Your dad is very important (ok, maybe, cos he's the technical repair man! =X)
[x] You are very clever (yay yay! i am, everyone's born clever! only some are more clever than others!)
[x] You've fallen in love with someone way different from you
[x] You're unique and different from everyone else (everyone's unique mah!)
[x] You'd never marry someone just because they were rich
[x] You have set a lot of goals for yourself
[ ] You don't have a lot of friends
[x] You're independant
[ ]Your parents try to control your life
TOTAL: 7

Ariel
[ ] Your parents expect a lot from you
[x] You really try to follow the rules, but it's hard for you
[ ] You're a bit of a trouble maker
[x] You're the youngest in your family
[ ] You have a lot of sisters
[x] You collect something (stamps, pasttimes, now postcards!)
[ ] You have long, red hair
[x] You have a pet fish
[x] You're extremely curious
[x] You believe everything people tell you/you're a bit gullible (all thanks to my bro :l)

TOTAL: 6

Snow White
[x] You know that you're beautiful (must have high-self esteem! everyone's beautiful!)
[ ] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
[x] You've almost been killed(i dashed acrossed the road! lucky the car stopped just like 2-3 cm away from me ah!)
[x] You have at least seven good friends
[] You've had food poisoning
[ ] You have brown hair
[x] You get along with everyone (rightright? =O)
[x] All of your friends are different
[x] You love to have a good time
[ ] You're happier when you're out of the house than in

TOTAL: 6

Mulan
[x] You're a tomboy (a little! i hate wearing skirts. nahhhh ahh)
[ ] Everyone wishes you could be a bit more girly (not all, my mom maybe)
[x] You've pretended to be someone you're not
[x] You've had a physical fight with someone (my bro and the big dog that killed my dog, it scratched me! damn that dog!)
[x] You had/have considered running away from home (when i was young and felt neglected :()
[ ] Your parents try to plan your life out
[ ] Most of your friends are boys
[x] You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
[x] You love your family so much that you'd do anything to protect them

TOTAL: 6

Aurora
[x] You live with someone other than your parents (does my brother count, and those fishes...)
[ ] You were almost killed at a very young age
[x] You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughful (i am right? teeheehee!)
[ ] You have a beautiful voice
[x] You like to sleep in late on the weekends
[ ] You spend most of your time outside
[ ] You're adopted
[x] You have long hair
[ ] You're very romantic (aww man, i dont know myself!)
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors (nahhhh)
TOTAL: 4

Pocahontas
[ ] You love to walk around and explore your city (NO, considering that trek in pulua ubin)
[x] You daydream pretty often and have more than 1 pet (ahh yes, daydream! about fictional characters)
[ ] You've been in an interracial relationship
[ ] One of your siblings is dead
[ ] Your parents are very protective of you
[ ] Someone you know has been in war
[x] You love nature
[x] You have black hair
[x] You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful (yeah! all the flowers! i love flowers! my name's got something to do with flowers!)
[x] You're very adventurous (yeah! ...i think)
TOTAL: 5

oh hurray! jasmine! hahah! isnt that me? =D it seems like it's fated that i am jasmine from the start! yay! ok, i know some of you wont get this, but yay anw!
ok, gotta go write out that article of the ggs cos my printer cant work!
ahhh, physics on tuesday, bio on thursday, and gg on friday! AHHHHHH.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AHSIN! =D
haha, i owe you a present. i wonder when will i have time to get it.
so wait patiently for it ah! =)

just got back from obs. should be sleeping now. need to catch up on my sleep.zzzzz look at those eye bags.
i bet most of us will be posting about obs, so i shant say much, too lazy.
no but we need to write a journal entry for obs! sigh...
actually we didnt do much. I WANT TO DO FLYING FOX! but our watch was either too slow or the instructor didnt plan for us to do that. i mean like, flying fox is so fun! i was sooo looking forward to doing it. but we didnt! =(
rightright... and my bro just said 'you wasted money to go this obs la. obs is about all those flying fox thing. if you dont go those, you shouldnt even go at all. go get refund ah, you pay for the full course, but only get half of it...yadayada, all those whatever perseverance la, teamwork all can build up in school activites one la. see see you waste money only'.
omg, can you believe what he said. =( i dont know if i should listen to him a not. but all's over, we cant possibly do anything right? but i think what he says makes some sense. heh. =P we really didnt do much at all! sigh.. BUT! i still love obs! :)
aww, sleeping in rocky 'beds', peeing at the side of the road.. ahhh. hahah. those are the crazy times.
and the freakiest of them all, the _____________ shrine! AHHHH! i shouldnt have said that! it's making me shiver lah! i think i might go search for this article. well sally did. hahah!
ahhh wild dogs, creepy feelings. and worst of all. some scary indian(not trying to be racist ah!) or whatever song was playing in the middle of the night when we were sleeping! scary lah!
andand, the kayaking was fun, but tiring. BECAUSE someone... hahah! jk lah. yay. i'm glad we were all bonded.
Junko go with the flow! Ju-lary's da bomb! (including some from tenzing and some others)
hahah. ahh i still hate that stupid 20++kg camping bag lor! so heavy! somemore trak for 6++hours!, from one end of the pulau ubin to the other end, the pulau ubin village. and then trak to somewhere. ahhh. so crazy. i cant believe we all made it through! =) well done JU-LARY!
that's all today. i bet some others will give a better and more detailed post about obs, so byebye!

btw, we didnt bath for two whole freaking days! AHHHHH. no brushing of teeth for 2 days too! and there's like so many layers of plague on my teeth, scratched out so much whitewhite plague lor! eeeeee. and i stink! hahah :)

i changed my blogskin again! yeah, AGAIN. hehe. isn't this skin cool? though it's not created by me, but i think it's cute hahah. =D

mary had a little lamb, little lamb, little lamb,
mary had a little lamb, it's fleece was white as snow.
everywhere that mary went, mary went, mary went.
everywhere that mary went, the lamb was sure to go.
it followed her to school one day, school one day, school one day,
it followed her to school one day, and andand!??! ahhh! i forgot! noooo. how can i forget?!

hahah! anw, yay thanks ahsin! dont know what to do without your 'advice' hahah.

anw, obs's tmr! AHHHH cant wait cant wait cant wait.
and i must be prepared not to shit for about 4 days. hopefully i can last that long. =X
and stop, once again, stressing myself.
you know, i really feel that my brain is working faster than my body does. it's like, i've got to do things fast. and my brain thinks so too. but my body has some slow reaction or something. it cant catch up with what i want to do. and i take a long time just to cool down. hehehe. like i'm excited! then after that i dont feel excited anymore, but my body still does.
ok ok, i know you dont get what i mean. but just get that, I'M SLOW.
anw, today may be the most baddest day of my entire sec 3 life. well, probably it will be.
i'm in amath remedial, ok maybe thats not so bad.
i've got only 8/12 for my amath spring test. hence, off i go to remedial.
i cant catch up in class. well, sometimes i dont. haha, and most of it's in ss. zzzzz
my lock that hung and accompanied me and my precious bag for 4 years BROKE, on the bus. =(
so i cant possibly pick up those pieces in front of those.. erm, ok you know what i mean. it's so embarrassing! well, maybe to me it it. heheh so malu!
oh well, maybe it's not a bad day after all, i'm just chanting that it's my baddest day of my life. and it became. psycological(eh, how to spell? oh man, i'm not smarter than a 5th grader!)problem. =O. must stop chanting negatively. heheh. 'always look on the bright side of life, whistles, whistles, whistles, whistles.'

HELLOOOOoo!
yay, i nv touch the comp for like 3 days already. i really wonder how on earth do those people actually study and still have time to blog lah. those are called pro. =D
anw, i've been freaking out ever since the start of the year. hahha.
with no apparent reason la.. heheh, i'm just stressing me when i dont need to.
=i hahah. and after todays a math test. i started freaking out.
i dont know why! ahhhhlol! but i made some careless mistake or i think i did make a careless mistake that made my answers wrong! it's supposed to be x=8, y=4 or something like that. bUTBUTBUT. wth did i do? x=4, y=8! ahahhhhh. i hope it's just my imagination. butbutbutbut. =( annnhhhhhhhhsee see i'm freaking out again. ahhhhh. hysteria.
hehehe. anw, hoping to go to toa payoh's cc today to get, THE GOTEI 13 bag! yay! hopefully there still is. *-*
oh and i have to go for cca promo tmr! siansian. argh, and i have to mend the booth. and av's a cca meh? damn, have to wake up early tmr! HOW TO WATCH SUPERNATURAL!? HOWHOW!? =(
yay, and i'm glad my class has sooo many anime lovers. ok, maybe not alot. but i know there's probably 5 or so? weehheeeee! if i'm in a good mood today, i'll draw kakashi for amanda, and BYAKUYA for MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe =)
and obs's next week. ahhhh i havent packed anything yet. howhow!?
argh. *tells myself* relax and stop stressing yourself! hahah! this reminds me of yunru. she's always telling me to stop stressing. hahah! thank her anw! heeeeee :)

not paying attention
not paying attention
not paying attention! weehee.
who's listening? erm.. erhem.
anw, typing this while looking like i'm listening to his lessons. difficult sia. dont know wht i typing.
'weak attraction force for simple molecules. so it is easily overcome. hence, melting point low..yadayada...'
i'm so hungry, today got all the boring lessons. zzzzzzz. all sciences and all math. and i think there will be a math test today. hopefully it's easy..
whats the difference between boiling point and evaporation?? heheh. what?
yay. recess in 10 more minutes! cannot wait. very hungry.
hoooo.. shit la, i nv listen in class, later my chem die. =X.
anw, byebye.

aww man, emaths heymath test? dead. and i managed to screw my emath just at the start of the year. ahhh nooo.
sigh.. i think i'll be like some last few in class.. =( but who cares about class postitions? argh.
i think the most marks i can get is a pass.
and this test is 40% of the whole term.
argh. double damn. damn. wahhhh.
and thinking about makes me feel so stress!
there's this smart indonesian girl, did the entire paper twice within that short short 45 minutes! so she's got 2 copies of the answer. ahhhh. amazing. simply amazing. so while she was like relaxing, i was there struggling to pass this test. OH MAN. this sucks. zzzzz. but i'm glad this test is over. OVER. +_=
there's probably amath spring test. SPPRRIiiiNGggg. hahah, ahsin!
so got to work on my simultaneous equations and memorise chem equations.
which was what i'm supposed to do yesterday. hehe.
and there's chemistry mock test today. i didnt do 5 questions.
cos there wasnt enough time for me. sigh.. why am i sooo slow!
AHHHHHhhhh. i'm freaking out. jiu ming ahhh. zao zhi dao go double science. seems so much less stressful. at least there, i can still slack a bit mah.. haha.
but yaya, there's p.e. tmr. why is that the only period i'm looking forward to everyday? heheh. and it's volleyball. but after that. it's TENNIS! YAY! i cant wait to learn how to play it.
but i dont even think i can hit the ball. hehe. but just watching at how they playin prince of tennis, it makes me go high. weeeeeeeeee!~

yay, i cant believe ps can actually work on this com! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i can use ps already!
and i just remembered i havent return lee sims yet! hooh shit. i'm so sorry lee! i'll try to return it to you on monday!
oh yar, have i said this before?
there's heymath emath test tmr! zzzzzzz. and i finally knew who took my heymath question paper already! all thanks to me... i have to do heymath with the com on infront of me. thats the only way i can go through the math questions. i wonder if they're gonna copy and paste those questions and let us do, or are they gonna change the questions slightly?
and i think there wont be amath spring test tmr, yay. but it most probably will be on wed. sigh...doing heymath now. but i cant concentrate larrhh! so many distractions seeehhhh. oh man, and i have to go hang the laundry. =( and i so sleepy. oh shit, still got chem to study. need memorise those chemical equations. ahhhh. and the karangkuni(spell??) came and hornhorn,'newspaper, television...' in hokkien.
anw, must.memorise.chem.
oooooeeeeeyyaaaahhhhh, and i can feel it dripping...=D

k, gtg study. mugmugmug. but a bit too early to mug so hard. so off to creating blogskin! =)

heh.. didnt post for a week. ahhh no timee ahh! anw, changed my blogskin. wanted to use the 'ibleach' one. but i think it's a bit.. weird. and the person holding the ipod is not toshiro! it's ichigo! strawberry.. as thought by jiayi! hehe!
ok. so i have 3 cas next week. and what am i doing here? i should be studying! AHHHHH~. wanted to go zoe's house to celebrate bel's birthday! but my mom was working! and offed her phone. sigh... but even if i were to ask her, i bet she'll say no cos there's like cas. sighhh.... i'm so stress! ahhhiahyahahakgitkiakg. i want to change my blogskin again! but there's no nice ones.. wait till i get a new comp. then i can create my own skin already! =) this comp's so old that it cant even support adobe photoshop 7.0 la! =(

ANDANDAND. IT DOESNT PAY TO BE KIND. damn it la. why the hell did i offer to lend my heymath question paper! now at least i got back 2. and the other one's missing somewhere! wah lauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu who the hell took it. i dont know. i pass pass pass.. then disappear. WAHHHHHHthhhhhhhhhh. i'm soo gonna fail my emath ca on monday. and my printer no ink. cannot print the paper from heymath. AHHHHHHH. i totally regret man. next time dont lend people things already ah! taketaketake nv return. pfffftttttrrreeeaaaakk. and i'm to blame cos i didnt chase them to return it. ahhh i'm sooo effing pissed offfffffffffffffff. so irresponsible! take already nv return to me. somemore dont know who took it. =E

NI HAO!
it's been long since i used this greeting! haha.
anw, took a loooonnng time to post a new one cos i was too lazy. zzzz. too lazy till i feel like throwing away my blog. haha. but i dont think it will be anytime sooooon.
ok. updateupdate!
i got into 3e6!
and there are 13 scholars in my class! damn alot la. but they're kinda friendly. and one of the china scholars remind me of shaoxuan. haha
anw, MY CHINESE TEACHER IS LEE LAO SHI!!! BUT. it's only temporary. sigh... she say might change. and the hmt people will be split up. good with good. lousy with bad. and i know i'll belong to the lousy group. haha. but nvm, hopefully some of us might be in same class. cos theres a chance! yay! (not implying that they're chinese is er hem.. lousy as me la.. =D)
oh yaryar! next week tues. I GOT HMT COMPO TEST. wah lauuuuuu. so fast.
k anw, i think i might flunk my amath! the teacher go cao fast. i cant keep up. and all the scholars like *nods head*, i blur. =_+
so maybe i'll be the last few in class. hopefully, not so low bah.. maybe like 20++.*wishwish*

CLASS PARTY
ok, it was fun. and we are kinda friend friend now.. at least sally, jiayi, 'january' and i tried to er hem... tried to socialize with most of them (is socialize the word? sounds a little wrong). played musical chairs with barney's 'i love you' song from youtube hahah. and double wacko. weeehheeeee. fried rice with fries and potato chips were nice. hahah.

and i did my homework in the canteen! with xn, jelene, and ahsin. it's really kinda nerd, haha doing in front of everyone till some freak come and say, 'can you please GET OUT of the canteen?' i mean, isnt that like rude? cant she just say 'can you please leave the canteen?'? ok, nvm, i dont know what i'm saying either. haha.
k i think this is the ever longest post i've posted since i created this blog. WEEEEE~ and tata~ wo yao qu watch tv. =D

yay! i can finally blog! my comp spoiled for a few days cos some stupid trojan got into my comp. =(
anw, HAPPY NEW YEAR.
sigh, must sleep early today. i dont think i can sleep at 10 lah!
used to sleeping at 12 ++ already. ahhh.
i think i'll have to wake up at 5.15am! first day of school, bus confirm crowded like siao. need go out house earlier.. argh! and i think my feet too small or something! the new socks i bought seemed sooo extra long leh.
and i got av duty in the morning! noooooooooo. think must reach school even earlier ah!
and who will i eat lunch with tmr?! oh no.. and what teacher i'll have leh.. i hope i dont get any crappy teachers. i think i'm gonna become damn stress this year. tsk.. sighhh

ohya, i wonder if we have to sing school song tmr... hmmm. more work for me tmr if need sing school song. ahhh troublesome. -_-
do i sound laggy in this post? ehhh..