Saturday, February 2, 2008
thanks guys! for your consoling words. =)
sigh, why me again!? AHHH. i dont want to be chairman! so stress already!
i hope i dont cry like last year. bah, stupid mr___.
i'm sad, frustrated, i-dont-wanna kinda feeling, but yet, i'm happy.
sad cos i'm flunking my subjects and in remedials(though my mom says it's good, cos free tuition mah! lol)
frustrated, just thinking about the future makes me feel so stress, like oh no! i forgot to study this part! oh no, i forgot to do my homework, OH NO, i didnt know the test's next week! all this didnt happen to me at all when i'm in lower sec, ok, not the forgetting to do homework part, but the cas and what to study that part! AHHHH, it's so siao everyday. like amath, NEW TOPIC every lesson? and physics, i dont really get some of the things the teacher says. ahhh, and freaking out almost every single day. (but i still think alyssa freaks out more than meeeee!)
oh and i-dont-wanna be chairman feeling, i-dont-wanna be anything. sigh, i hate those annoucements bout 'chairman, please meet whowhowho at wherewherewhere at whatwhatwhat.' so i'll have to miss part of my recess doing some other things. i need food you know!
BUT i'm happy, cos i feel supported by my classmates, they dont hate me. yay! haha, i scared u become too bossy! and everyone starts hating me. =( wah, i hope not! seesee, i become so sensitive about such things, all thanks to primary school. bah, phobia, stupid primary school. :(
or maybe, it's just me.
anw, did the ratatouille for class deco today! yay! it seems a bit weird. but i cant believe i can actually do such a bigbig rat. haha. and i think class deco havent been finished yet. JUDGING DATE IS MONDAY! nooooo, so fast.
andand! i knew how to do amath! i mean this is like the few times i can actually do amath without any teacher's help or teaching. like just by reading the egs from the textbook, then i knew how to do the questions! ahh, my brain is finally working! i hope it doesnt stop. maybe rusty, need oil. i know! CHOCOLATE! i just remembered that i ate choco bread during recess yesterday. maybe that helped. hahah!
oh yeah! i suddenly remembered my goal i made for myself when i'm sec 1. i forgot who made this goal with me.. hmm. but! it was to use all the computers in the school by the end of sec4! those from comp labs, and the libraries. i know it's stupid. hahah.
and my dandruff's getting worse! NOOOO. but khaleedah's methods still work, only that there's still alot of dandruff after that siao swinging of head. hahaha.
ok, gtg do my chinese obs compo! byebye! =)
ohoh! and this is the actual ratatouille that i made reference to! yay! :) wait till you see the one i did in school, haha
sigh, why me again!? AHHH. i dont want to be chairman! so stress already!
i hope i dont cry like last year. bah, stupid mr___.
i'm sad, frustrated, i-dont-wanna kinda feeling, but yet, i'm happy.
sad cos i'm flunking my subjects and in remedials(though my mom says it's good, cos free tuition mah! lol)
frustrated, just thinking about the future makes me feel so stress, like oh no! i forgot to study this part! oh no, i forgot to do my homework, OH NO, i didnt know the test's next week! all this didnt happen to me at all when i'm in lower sec, ok, not the forgetting to do homework part, but the cas and what to study that part! AHHHH, it's so siao everyday. like amath, NEW TOPIC every lesson? and physics, i dont really get some of the things the teacher says. ahhh, and freaking out almost every single day. (but i still think alyssa freaks out more than meeeee!)
oh and i-dont-wanna be chairman feeling, i-dont-wanna be anything. sigh, i hate those annoucements bout 'chairman, please meet whowhowho at wherewherewhere at whatwhatwhat.' so i'll have to miss part of my recess doing some other things. i need food you know!
BUT i'm happy, cos i feel supported by my classmates, they dont hate me. yay! haha, i scared u become too bossy! and everyone starts hating me. =( wah, i hope not! seesee, i become so sensitive about such things, all thanks to primary school. bah, phobia, stupid primary school. :(
or maybe, it's just me.
anw, did the ratatouille for class deco today! yay! it seems a bit weird. but i cant believe i can actually do such a bigbig rat. haha. and i think class deco havent been finished yet. JUDGING DATE IS MONDAY! nooooo, so fast.
andand! i knew how to do amath! i mean this is like the few times i can actually do amath without any teacher's help or teaching. like just by reading the egs from the textbook, then i knew how to do the questions! ahh, my brain is finally working! i hope it doesnt stop. maybe rusty, need oil. i know! CHOCOLATE! i just remembered that i ate choco bread during recess yesterday. maybe that helped. hahah!
oh yeah! i suddenly remembered my goal i made for myself when i'm sec 1. i forgot who made this goal with me.. hmm. but! it was to use all the computers in the school by the end of sec4! those from comp labs, and the libraries. i know it's stupid. hahah.
and my dandruff's getting worse! NOOOO. but khaleedah's methods still work, only that there's still alot of dandruff after that siao swinging of head. hahaha.
ok, gtg do my chinese obs compo! byebye! =)
ohoh! and this is the actual ratatouille that i made reference to! yay! :) wait till you see the one i did in school, haha
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