FATE AH! FATE!
i had sat in the front row for 2 whole years.
this year, i thought i could sit somewhere at the back, or at least the middle! BUT, somehow, i just had to be switched RIGHT IN FRONT at the corner. =(
i was so depressed for the morning laaaaa.
sigh, and i cant talk to the 'back people' anymore. though my voice is loud, i can always shout to the back if i want to tell them something..
and there are lesser people around meeeeeeeee! from 8 to just a mere 3! Noooooo. and infront of me, wall, beside me, wall. i'm sure one day i'll talk to the wall.
WAHHHH! MRS NGIN, WHY?! i didnt talk alot mah! Just because my voice is loud, i seem like i talk a lot. from tmr onwards, i cant ask xiaomeng for help in math, i cant talk to chan and throw her things she put on my table onto her chair and i cant talk to jiayi about those anime and stuffs! I HAVE NO TALKATIVE PEOPLE BESIDE ME. not saying that jiayi or chan's talkative, butbut! lihkitha is sitting beside me, alyssa is behind me, and tianshu is diagonally behind me. and the rest is WALL.
hi wall, i'm will be your new friend.
sigh, i cant daydream, i cant sleep, i cant skive, i cant do anything secretly under my table(like doing the cube).SIGH. =(
why, i feel so cut off from the rest of the world. but at least alyssa is ok.. the rest will probably not talk when doing work. HOW AM I TO SURVIVE? sigh
and my brother is peeking at what i'm doing now. grrrrr. hahah, ok, gtg sleep.

i've been wanting to say this since last week!
but i was just too lazy to post.
so i'm gonna say it now.
DEATH NOTE'S GONNA SHOW ON CHANNEL 56. the anime. not movie. but the movie's gonna show some day too, on channel u or 8.. hmm. BUT GREAATOOOOooo! haha, i rmb i was too bored to wait a week for just 1 miserable episode. and when i finally want to watch it, my com just poof, spoiled.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. just watched d.grayman. soo hyper now! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! and the characters are just sooo hot.

anw, my result sucked. well, too bad i'm stupid. sigh.. my l1r5? 17. 17! A 17! OMG. thats so high! as in the negative high. not the good high high. sigh, now i cant decide which to say. 'i got super high for my l1r5' or 'super low' or just 'not good'. though my mom didnt scold me, i still felt zi bei(ermerm meaning depressed or demoralized or something like that la!). sigh.. i never got band 4 before, but somehow, this year, all of my subjects got 4 cept for amath and chemistry. WAHHH.

i'm soo stupid. =(

though they keep saying, it's ok, try harder, it's only the first term... etcetc. i still feel that this year, my results will suck bad. nooo. you should score higher for the first term! since there are like lesser chapters and all. butbut, since there are lesser chapters, the questions will be more concentrated on a single topic, so it will be difficult too. once you forget this topic, it's byebye. NO, why am i contradicting myself? or maybe not, i'm just trying to console myself. =(

this post is kinda messy though, i dont get what i'm saying too. haha. i think i getting mood swings, just look at my mood, swinging from the start. woohoo. wahLALALA!

YYYYAAAATTTTAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
i finally watched L: change the world!
went to joce's hse today for cheerleading.
but before we finished, sally, jan, jiayi and i went of to cine to watch l.
i feel very bad to leave them just like that! We havent finish the choreographing yet leh...
but they were all doing the cube... so we might as well... heh.. SORRY! joce, peiwen, amirah and val!
BUT I REALLY REALLY wanted to watch L! =)
it was raining. and the show starts at 2.35pm. and we left the hse at 2.30 or so.. hahah. then when we finally reach the main road, there was no taxi! ok there was, but it's taken. so we had to wait for a long time for a vacant taxi! IN THE RAIN SOMEMORE. but got umbrella, so not so bad. hahah.
okok! so we reached cine. dont know if the cab driver got go long way a not. took so long to reach! so, we chiong to the ticketing counter, buy the ticket, and then went toilet to find jan and jiayi and then run to the cinema, but went wrong room and then came out and finally got to the right room. hahah. sorry for the longlong sentence. andnand, we watched the show! L types funnily! he types with the forefingers only and like a robot, instead of moving only the wrists, he moves the whole arm! and i'm following him now! YAY! 3/4 of this post had been type that way! the other 1/4 leh? i was a bit tired la.. haha. typing that way and sitting like him(squad-sit) make your shoulder ache ah. hahah! and after the show, sally told me that i was very loud during the show. like i speak loudly, and laugh loudly.. oops. =X sorry! i didnt feel so paiseh just now. but thinking of it now makes me feel very malu! but luckily i'm sitting right at the front, so the people cant turn around and see my face. =D i cant help it mah! when you're in love, ok no, maybe infatuated would be a better word, with a person, and he keeps appearing infront of you, wont you feel very high!? and hyperventilating!? AHHHH! i was *ahhh~ L* the whole time! ok, maybe 3/4 of the time. i cant help being loud! AHHHHHHH! sooo paiseh!
dont remind me of this in school ah sally! and jan and jiayi, though i know jiayi wont see this anw. hahah.
so my conclusion for the day. L ROCKS! AHHHHHHHH! AISHITERU. you know when that girl like put her head on L's shoulder! I was soooooo envious lah! how i wish i was her. sighhh~ hahah, ok i sound veryvery desperateeeee. hahah! dont mind me! i'm a fan girl! =D but at least i dont voice it out! jolene told me she said,'i wish i could do that too!' loudly during the show! thats worse than me ok! and everyone in the cinema laughed. too bad i didnt watch with her, if not i can scream with her~! not that i know her that well to catch a movie with her! ahhhhh, i feel so paiseh now leh! i cant believe i'll laugh and talk so loudly! NOOOOOoooooo. =( so paiseh. so paiseh. SO PAISEH LEH! ok, i must stop reminding myself of this! so go away, paisehness! =)

ohoh! and the small boy in the show is actually near! his one of the hot guy from the manga! hahaha with white hair! sigh, too bad the movie isnt the same as the manga. but it's better this way. at least L died peacefully in the movies! hahaha! cos he died without solving the case in the manga, and near and mello had to take over him. but in the movies, he solved the case! and light died! yay! okok, i know you dont get what i'm saying.. but just read the manga, and you'll understand. sighh~! and kenichi matsuyama IS THE BEST COSPLAYER ON EARTH! =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

oh and! i have to say this, JAN'S PSP ROCK! yeh man! she has a naruto game! and i played as gaara! and won the computer! YAY! i didnt really get the hang of it until later. i'm sooo happy today! but i'm feeling paiseh now leh! i cant believe i actually -.. nvm, stop talking about it! hehehee. but i wanna watch L again, i promise i wont go so high like i did today! but i just cant help it. L!!

HELLO!
i'm bored.



theres nothing in this world i can dooooo.
no, i can breathe, i can see, i can...
aiyah, this doesnt make sense. forget what i said.

argh! when will i ever get a new computer!? WHEN AH?!
i cant play o2jam, or watch videos, or even play some neopets ultimate bullseye properly!
ahh, i can just die of boredom. it's only the first day of the 1 week hols! sigh.. and this hol is gonna be veryveryveryvery short.

i woke up in the morning and just sat on the bed, deciding what to do today. i was soo determined then, i told myself that i must do finish all my homework today. and guess what? i could foresee from the start.
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i bet you know the answer. and here i am, using the computer, trying like hell to solve the neopets game plot(some return of the sloth part, and i'm on a part where you're suppose to decipher some alien language). AHHHH. i can die ah! i wasted the whole day just like that. sigh..
haha, i should be studying, or doing some homework la!
anw, i only got 1 a1 out of all the subjects! i scored 55++ for most of them! I SHOULD BE STUDYING. i got 53.5 for hcl, 55 1/3 for emath, 60something for bio, 80.something for chem(i cant believe it!) erm physics...ehheheh, i think i got 50++. english got 60++ i think. sigh, all my marks are sooo faeces lah! except for chem! sigh.. when i'm sec 4 how? all my marks like that. =(




oh ya, i was listening to cai hong(rainbow) by jay chou just now. the starting part is this guitar tune. so i went to search the internet for the guitar tabs and attempted to try to play it myself. it was a .... success yet a failure. hahah! i gave up after the 2nd line. but the 1st line sounded nice! haha, i'm just bored with nothing to do, thats why i'm actually playing a guitar. i was still dreaming that i can learn the whole song, and sing along with it. hahah! dream on..

and, huiqi's posts are always funny! they always have a topic. and then she sort of complain about that topic in a way that makes you laugh. hahaa. like some whats that, pigpig one. haaha. and she adds those chinese idioms inside the posts, and diagree with it. the funniest one is the kong zi one! hahaha! damn funny lah!

hello.
didnt post for a longlong time.
i had fever on thurs! i was ok in the morning. just like any other day, i went to take bus, reach school at around 6.40, do those homework that i didnt do and etcetc.
i cant remember when it happen, but i started feeling uneasy. i dont know what kind of uneasy i feel. so i didnt really care about it. THEN it struck. sighh. :(
luckily my thermometer was in my school bag everyday. so took my temp, it was 38.0 or so. went to the sick bay during chinese. ahhhh. i cant go home cos my parents arent free to pick my up!! then i came back just before hmt end.
during bio, my temp rose i think, ah noo! bio's so important leh! how can i miss bio!? NOOOoooo. but in the end, i still went to the sick bay again.
went home after that, i was stoning on the bus, i dont even know if i was asleep or awake.

okok, and friday. i really shouldnt have come to school! but i came because of the mo xie(chinese dictation). ahh what a stupid thing to do. i was so blur that i didnt really catch what mr seah was saying. hai.. and thanks sally for your jacket! :) anw, went sickbay to rest again. thanks ahsin! & jan! :) i think i'll just faint in class if you didnt pull me to the sickbay. and i MISSED A MATH. WAHHHHh! i dont know how to do a lot of questions! to summarise, all i know how to do is 6 and 7. and temp rose to 39.9 when i was at home la!
so cant go for av duty on sat. wah friday night was a torture lah. i was like burning and a little bit dizzy. everything go siaosiao. somemore i have to find my own replacement for the duty but no one pick up! qi si ren. hai
anw, thanks to all that have erm, shown concern to me for the past few days! haha.