dead.


i feel so dead.
everyday's the same, wake up, watch monster allergy, then super robot monkey team, hyper force go, then DANNY PHANTOM. after that, my dad wakes up, goes to coffeeshop to have lunch, comes back home and watch tv again, and then rot.
i feel so cut off from the rest of the world. i'm missing so much news, so much fun, and so much of being alive. :(

I MISS 2E2 07! reallyyyyyyyy. i'd rather go with them to orchard road and start clapping at people we dont know than staying at home. hahahaa.

but really,
everyday i stay at home with nothing to do, ok, not everyday.. but still.
i know i should be doing the stupid chem essay and those online tests and physics and all the shit hw we have.. or maybe study. i probably forgot 1/2 the bio facts la..
but it's so boring.
BORING.

everyone seem like they have something to do, like going for trainings, tournaments, camp. then me? no trainings, no camps and whatsoever. i have no mood to study. no mood to do all those online test and the unconfirmed chem essay. oh, plus chinese project too, chan's not gonna be free this week i guess, got tournament, so how to do!? the scholars went back home, and i'm left all alone. (sorry, i just had to add that in, it rhymes alot! sounds nice mah!)
i need someone to talk to now. but what to talk about? i dont know.. there's really nothing much to talk about cos i'm the boring-est person you can ever talk to. sigh.. :(

i dont know what i'm doing.. i feel so lost.. ahhh, i shall go watch lost. or prison break.. or something.